-what should i do ?
seems that i have to let time pass to allow me
to see a clearer path for me to go on . ..
i cant be always myself . ..
i need to think in other people's mind ..
i cant be that selfish .
" i can feel coldness running down on to my bones .. .
everything is so uncontrollable .. .
so helpless .. . unable to think properly. ..
no one is able to be there for me always .. .
yet i always wishh .. wish for something .. . ..
that might happen .. . or might not .. . ... .
there are alot of things happening in the world . ..
yet im so being selfish thinking all abt myself .. . ..
will i ever change ? or rather . .. . will i make myself
change to a better someone ? ? i wonder ... .."