i guess today is my weakest point in
the point of my life...
which to choose?
both are important to me.
to become a singer i need to
go for verysinger lessons.....
and i also know, im nt putting
enough commitment. its difficult
for everyone of us to have same timing
for practice. if i could, i wouldn't have miss it.
to have friends in school
and score well in dance lesson
i have to go for
tpde dance practice....
to be frank, i dont click
with my classmates. that's why i need tpde.
to be at least my pillar of support
to have friends in school =/
both of them is like pulling myself
my senior told me that some of the
seniors aren't happy with my attendance.
i mean, i myself knows it.
what to do. break myself into 2 parts?
if i can i would.
i don't want to lose friends just because
of the commitment that i didn't put enough..
and i know that for gem i have to put in 100%
commitment, but now i wonder can i?
would it affect my studies?
i mean i WANT to perform.
but time is constricting me.
-.- i think i can write depressed songs.
stressful one isn't bad either.
too happening isn't good either.
my sweat is soaking my clothes now,
i can feel it.
sorry seniors. =/
thanks jingjing and shan,
martin and wilson laoshi!
oh and milo too,
i mean i was really depressed, seeing
some of the replies u gave me,
make me felt not tat lonely alr.
HA. sounds weird. omg.
alrights, im off to music forest to
teach dance steps.
after that that's work.